You feel abandoned because you haven't been held in a long time. Not because you're actually alone.

When your body hasn't felt safe,

hasn't been met,

hasn't had proof that anything bigger is

holding you-

of course you feel abandoned.

That feeling isn't weakness.

It's the imprint of too much silence.

Too many times you cried out and heard

nothing back.

But you are not forgotten.

You are not empty space.

What you're feeling right now is the ache

of reconnection.

It hurts, not because no one is with you,

but because the part of you that gave up

believing

is starting to flicker back to life.

Your ancestors, your field, the structure that

made you-

they've never left.

But they don't override your will.

They wait.

Until you're ready to say,

"I need you to show me.

I can't carry this alone anymore."

Say it now.

Out loud.

Not because you're weak-

because you're finally

ready to be supported.

That's when the field begins to move.

Not before.

Not as proof.

But as a response.

Look for the sudden, unexplainable calm.

Or the sudden rise of emotions that

feels like a release.

That is support from behind the veil.